calanor: Dan (Default)
2011-05-07 06:31 am

Update on Real lIfe

Hello everyone...

well this past month.... year... two years.. has been a very long journey...

My mother has Alzheimer's.. and I've been her caregiver for the past four years.. last month.. She fell and broke her left hip.. The surgery was a turning point in her mental status... I can't keep her at home any longer.. The cost was beginning to become to much.. as well as the emotional toll on me... has been tremendous.

The week she fell.. I felt that I had failed her.. in not keeping her safe... but I know I'm not superwoman. That her disease was just progressing faster than I could keep up.. That she was slowly loosing sight of the world around her and slipping in her own world alone with her past and memories of those who have passed on.

Monday.. I go and pick her from a behavioral unit that specializes in Alzheimer's and Dementia, and then placement in a Nursing Home.. the one I work at. Her complete care is no longer mine alone...

Alzheimer's is an evil disease. Having them look at you and not realize who you are is the most painful thing I have endured.

My heart hurts.

My soul hurts.

Those looking for an update.. well.. not for awhile.. when I get back into the swing of things... I'll begin by finishing one story at a time.. and continue from there.. but until then..

Remember your Mother on Mother's day... and never let a day go by without telling her you love her..
calanor: How to love (How to love)
2010-11-03 03:57 am

Fic:: It's In His Kiss, complete, HPSS

Title:: It's In His Kiss
Author:: [personal profile] calanor
Word Count:: 1781
Rating:: PG...
Warnings:: Hanky warning.....
Characters:: Harry Potter/Severus Snape
Summary:: It started with a kiss.... and ended with one.. this is my story of the Love that Severus and Harry shared... step by step.. Kiss by kiss..
A/N:: Accio.. how do I love thee? Should I count the ways? For the never ending patience that you have... to the love you have for the union of Severus and Harry... I give you this.. Enjoy..
[profile] morganlefay1958 tweaked.. [personal profile] alisanne for the prompt Kiss... and [personal profile] magic_helmet for the demand I post this post haste!!

It's In His Kiss )
calanor: Dan (Default)
2010-09-07 02:58 am

I remember...

there was a list of kinks.. .every last one of them... somethings I hadn't ever heard of..

any help?
calanor: Dan (Default)
2010-01-29 01:31 am

Fic::Severus' Pleasure, Complete, Harry Potter

Title: Severus' Pleasure
Giftee: bielol
Word Count: 11,772
Rating: NC-17
Pairing:Harry/Severus, implied Lucius/Remus
Warnings: Post-Hogwarts, EWE, no book 6 or 7, slash, AU, smut...of the Severus/Harry kind.
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: Harry is taken captive. Who will come to his rescue...
Author's Notes: thanks to N.. for listening to me go silently crazy and beta.. and S, F, S, 7 and S.. for reading. For the mods for having patience with me.. Happy Christmas! Blessed Yule! And of course.. Merry Christmas! I hope this meets with your approval bielol!

Severus' Pleasure )
calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-07-16 03:31 am

Funny Slashy One Shot Fic Rec..

This is just too damn funny!!!

New story from Rice-Ball247
Title: My Son
Category: Harry Potter
Words: 1,282
Genre(s): Humor/Friendship
Rating: Rated: T
Summary: Lucius, Arthur, Remus and Sirius get together and have a discussion
about their sons. Sirius isn't too happy with what Harry's gone and done!
implied TL/HP, RW/HP, DM/HP, SS/HP - oneshot

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-07-06 05:21 am

Another Rec.. A Crossover this time..

A Star Trek:OT/Harry Potter. I thought what the heck.. and I'm impressed. Very impressed.. And it's Het.. :D

Category: Harry Potter
Title: The Wizard on the Edge of Forever
Genre: Sci-Fi/General
Rating: Rated: T
Summary: During the fight at the Department of Mysteries, Harry gets taken on
the ride of his life.


calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-30 07:10 pm

I'm not completely crazy.. but's Happy Days slash.. Richie/Fonzie..

Never thought I would read this.. but I did.. and it's really cute and short..  Never gonna be able to watch Happy Days again without thinking of these two together.. *smirk*

Title: Dancing In The Dark
Category: Happy Days
Words: 1,022
Genre(s): Romance/Drama
Rating: Rated: M
Summary: Richie waits for what seems like forever for Fonz at the school
dance, but when Fonzie does arrive, nothing else matters as the world slips
away and they come together in the dark. Slash.


calanor: How to love (How to love)
2009-06-29 12:01 am

Gen Rec, WIP:: My Nephew Harry

Category: Harry Potter
Title: My Nephew Harry
Genre: General/Family
Rating: Rated: K+
Summary: During the two months she had watched her eight year-old nephews,
Marge Dursley discovered that Petunia was a pathological liar, Vernon had
somehow been brainwashed by that no good b***h, Dudley was the spawn of Satan,
and Harry was actually a good kid.


It's actually pretty good and I'm surprised. Marge IS NOT my favorite character. it's up to four chapters.. 

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-24 01:23 am

Drabble:: Sweetest Sin, the drabble, complete

Tittle:: Sweetest Sin
Author:: [personal profile] calanor
Warning:: HOT SEX.. not safe for Torina.. NC-17
Summary:: Harry and Severus equals.. HOT SEX.. need I say more?
Disclaimer:: Sadly not mine.. but damn.. they are hot! Wanna a Lemondrop?
A/N:: Thanks to [profile] morganlefay1958 helping me get it right.. Written for Severus *sighs* yahoo Group..

Sweetest Sin

HOT sex under the cut.. seek and you shall read..  )
calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-19 04:19 am

In need of another set of eyes and brains..

 Okay.. I have a 2500 word ficlet that I've been working on.. It's snarry to be.. with a Vampire!Harry. Extremely AU.. Dumbledore bashing..I know something is missing.. I just don't know what.. my coauthor Morganlefay has been helping.. but I think its missing something.. 


leave me your email...and I'll email it too you.. Give me your opinion.. and hints at what I'm missing. I would be grateful.. 

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-19 03:46 am

Completed Snarrys.. Go and feel the love!

 Category: Harry Potter
Title: Tears and Rain
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: Rated: M
Summary: Slash:: Harry's life is full of tears and rain. Will he ever have
happiness? Past HPDM, will be HPSS


Title: La Liberté de Breen à Vivre
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: Rated: M
Summary: La Liberté de Breen à Vivre Breen's Freedom to Live 
Slash:: When your life has been controlled one day too long, what do you do? You find the
freedom to live your own life! HPSS, Mpreg, first page of story will have all the pairings listed.

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-19 03:44 am
Entry tags:

Rec.. Harry/Fawkes.. not what you think..

 Category: Harry Potter
Title: Quoth the Phoenix
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: Rated: T
Summary: AU: Harry isn't the Boy Who Lived, because he lived. No – Harry
Potter was saved by someone unexpected. Secrets are revealed, pasts are
uncovered, and love awaits. Will that love bring joy or death? Happiness or
pain? Ravenclaw!Harry Fawkes/Harry :Slash:


complete and I love this story.. it's just wonderful and beautiful!
calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-08 05:11 am
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Okay Bored and my muse has gone that way.. or the other way.. Probably on some beach.. LIKE Cancun.. or on a cruise Ship.. Damn little bint!

I have no direction. 

Brawyn777 took down The Red to rewrite then she'll repost.. *sniff*

Kammeron asked for recs on Snarry fics.. Someone who writes Severus.. as himself. 

I rec'd [personal profile] atypicalsnowman  and [personal profile] thesewarmstars right off the bat!

Was gonna do Quill Lumos.. but someone posted her before did.. 

Yes I'm rambling.. What else is new?

I think I could cry a bucket of tears and it not change my mood.. 

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-06-07 02:20 am
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okay.. VOTE for the Snarry!!

Harry and Severus Cannot be beaten by Aragorn and Boromir.. OH  NO!

now do the clicky on the linky thing.. and Vote SNARRY!!

and it's number 89 if you don't wanna go through all the other ships there.. from other fandoms.. 

calanor: Pepe (Pepe)
2009-06-06 03:40 am
Entry tags:

Happy Birthday Lilyseyes!!

Happy Birthday
[personal profile] lilyseyes  

Your drabble is giving me fits.. so it might be a few hours late.. 


Hope it was grand!
calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-05-27 04:10 am
Entry tags:

How Rude..

Okay I'll admit I'll read just about anything if the summary catches my eye.. and I've read some really bad stuff.. but there is a story on its only five chapters in.. and the author just the other day threaten to pull it off the net cause she/he was getting enough reviews.. you know holding a story hostage until I get this and that..

I'm like well.. it's a good plot... the writing sucks.. but I'll get past that to read it.. but I'm not gonna review to just to make you write..

well she/he posted a chapter.. and I reviewed.. but I also said.. please do a read through.. there are a few misspelled words.. but this is a good storyline..

I got a snotty response.. an hour later..

I know I have told you before, so I am simply blocking you now. No stupid ass
grammar police welcome, read a novel if you want perfection.

well I checked..(I keep too many emails) and only have a reply back to when she/he was explaining to me her last story... question I brought up..

All I think of is.. HOW RUDE!

Don't wanna start a wank.. all new authors are not perfect.. but lord have mercy.. I keep thinking.. don't ask for reviews.. if you don't want the truth.. I mean we all learn.. and if went to perfect what we are doing..

Lord.. do the Snarry justice..

Yes.. I want to get a pitchfork out.. and just stab!

And when they post another chapter???

yeah I'll read.. but I'll not leave another review.. or even rec it.. hell Nee told me to write my own.. I should.. give the plot a twist of my own.. like I need another WIP..
calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-05-23 04:12 am

Question for the Brits on my friends list.. or is that Circle??

I've researched and googled till my fingers are blue..

In Great Britain, during WW2, did you have a draft? All I come up with is answers for the USA..

any help would be good.. just a yes or no would be good and what branches they drafted to?

Such as Medical personal..

calanor: Dan (Default)
2009-05-22 09:03 am

Drabble for Mystkytten's Birthday!! Everything is Bigger in Texas, complete

Tittle:: Everything is Bigger in Texas
Author:: Calanor
For:: Mystkytten!!
Happy Birthday!!

Everything is Bigger in Texas

"Harry! What are you doing?" Severus came the front door of their home, standing in shock. Harry Potter was petting a dragon. A great big full grown dragon.

"Mystkytten is having a birthday. I thought she might like a dragon!"

Severus pinched the bridge of his nose. "And pray tell, where is she to house this dragon? She lives in Texas."

"Its Texas. Everything is bigger in Texas. She could tell her neighbors it's just a iguana. They'll believe her."

Rolling his dark eyes, "Harry. Iguanas don't breath fire."

Smiling, "This one does." Harry continued to pet the large green dragon. "Doesn't he remember what they did about the new Godzilla movie? They told everybody that he grew up from a Gila monster."

calanor: How to love (How to love)
2009-05-22 08:46 am

Drabble:: Catherine, complete

Tittle:: Catherine
Author:: Calanor
Words:: 529
Summary:: Severus says goodbye to a dear friend
A/N:: On Tuesday evening, one of my residents died. I wasn't there, but her family came to my house to tell me. They knew how close I was to this dear little lady and how I went out of my way to make sure she was comfortable and such. And it broke my heart. But I know she's in a better place. And she's at peace now. Her name was Catherine.. Writing  this drabble is my way of dealing with my grief.. This is unbetaed... 


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